hmmm [September 01, 04 | 10:37AM] You are a SRDL--Sober Rational Destructive Leader. This makes you a Mob Boss. You are the ultimate alpha person and even your friends give you your space. You can't stand whiners, weaklings, schlemiels or schlemozzles. You don't make many jokes, but when you do, others laugh out loud. They must. People often turn to you for advice, and wisely. You are calm in a crisis, cautious in a tempest, and attuned to even the finest details. Yours is the profile of a smart head for business and a dangerous enemy. You have a natural knack for fashion and occupy a suit like a matinee idol. Your charisma is striking and without artifice. You are generous, thoughtful, and appreciate life's finer things. Please don't kick my ass. ------------------------------------------------------------- eXpressive: 7/10 Practical: 5/10 Physical: 1/10 Giver: 8/10 You are a XPIG--Expressive Practical Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Catch. You are a magazine-cover, matinee idol dreamboat. Parents love you and want to set you up with their kids. However, first dates are tough because it takes time for your qualities to come out. You are generous and kind. You think first and act later. You are cool in a conflict, but your practical side means if your partner throws out emotional appeals ("why can't we do what I want for a change?") they will grate on your nerves, even when the conflict is resolved. You're a romantic. You enjoy the thrill of the hunt, and you don't just fall into bed with anyone. You pay close attention to your significant other's needs, and this makes you an excellent lover and partner. The problem is that your friends and lovers may find it so easy to express things to *you* that they lose sight of whether you feel as comfortable with *them*! This doesn't necessarily make you feel under-appreciated -- you're too well-adjusted and self-aware for that -- but you may feel restless. Thus you seek adventure in your life outside the relationship to prove and actualize yourself. Of all the types, you would make the best parent. You are coiffed. Didja see "Big Fish"? 'Cause you're like Ewan MacGregor in "Big Fish." ------------------------------------------------------------- w00t, u w3r3 pwnd by 1337 haXxOrs 1 +++

i've been pissed lately, and i'll let you know why [July 28, 04 | 6:58PM] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | across the universe - the beatles ] 1) materialism is for assholes 2) homophobia is for assholes 3) death penalty is for assholes 4) god is for assholes 5) anit-abortionists are assholes 6) jesus is dead, get over it 7) the radio is for assholes 8) commercialism is for assholes 9) suv's are for assholes 10)republicans dont have assholes, they shit out the mouth 11)people who pay more that 40$ per clothing item are assholes 12)people who want a refund on a .45 cent transaction are assholes 13)people who complain about shit, but then do jack shit about it 14)people who complain that im making them smell like smoke, and then go smoke with their friends 15)my boss is an asshole 16)all those inbred pieces of white shit that go around in their big-ass 1984 ford f-150's with huge confederate flags on them, yeah, your inbred grandparents lost that one for you, asshole 17)people who fuck up shit at eckerd and i have to come in off-the-clock and clean it up. assholes 18)people who think the stones are better than the beatles and that guns n' roses were revolutionary. welcome to the jungle and shut the fuck up. ok, sorry, just had to let off some steam 3 +++

fuck it [July 25, 04 | 12:09AM] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Adagio for Strings - Samuel Barber ] have you ever loved someone, so much that it hurts every second not being with them. you need something to happen, that will stop the pain, even pissing them off to the point that they dont want you anymore. well, i tried that, and when i found the error in my ways and spilled my heart out, i thought it really mattered. well fuck it, i was already fucked 1 +++

so, story of the year isnt that bad... [July 16, 04 | 5:36PM] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance ] well, now that noone pays attention to my journal anymore, i think i shall start posting again. i think one word can describe the past month appropriately and that word would be drama. 2*4*1 played again, it would have been nice to actually start playing some shows, but of course, girls kill bands. that's why bands in the 80's flourished, they were all gay. so, that sucks. i have had a taste of freedom, and i like it, but im still totally in love with stasi. i dont know what to do, i love her a lot, but at the same time i dont want to be constrained to one person during summer. 2*4*1's show went really well, we didnt really practice and it was the best show i think i've ever played. i had a lot of fun. i also saw a few good movies: fehrenheit 9/11, napoleon dynamite, and anchorman. they were all completely different types of movies, but equally good in their own respect. i've been partyin' and drinkin' almost everynight. one of my friends is heading off to the marines soon, so we're sending him off, he was a really cool, nice guy. good luck stu, dont get shot. i've been pissed at calvin a lot lately. he can't control his libido, and it causes him to do boneheaded things. like give up the band so he can have laci, which would've only worked(had it worked) for only a few days any way. so if there are any girls who like tall, intelligent, goofy guys, hit up calvin. well, ive blogged my brains out, adios, bye 2 +++

damned survey [May 10, 04 | 12:34AM] best hair: joey's and stasi's best eyes: stasi and calvin best nose: i'll follow the crowd w/ rachel best eyebrows: stasi best lips: kimmie best tits: stasi best skin: whiddon(sp?) best complexion: charmene best tan: not stasi best makeup: stasi best overall appearance: stasi, most of the time best body: stasi best teeth: staci, cory best dick: we all know the answer ;) best ass: this girl in the hall the other day... man... best ears: derica's i suppose best feet: froto best hair color: stasi best music taste: not stasi, but probably calvin best personality: whiddon funniest: calvin best singing voice: the guy from modest mouse most convincing: derica most likely to succeed: staci, me "most likely to succeed": sylvia, calvin best dressed: stasi, corin best clothes: stasi(she wont wear most of it though) best stuff: im not sure what this entails, so im going to say... whiddon best sense of humour: the french 2 +++

wooosh [May 10, 04 | 12:28AM] [ mood | tired ] [ music | "take on me" - a-ha ] i havent posted in a while, mostly because i've been swamped by school and work(plus noone reads this). I started taking Acutane, which makes your face fall off, it's quite an experience, if you have really bad skin (i.e. me) the you should give it a whirl. There is 5 hour old pizza by my computer, that sucks because it's probably not going to move for 5 more days. I might start playing w/ a popular local band by the name of Special Edword. Cool guys, that'd be really awesome if the deal went through. Prom was awesome, that night was interesting. Wow, im tired, i'll post that stupid survey in a sec. 1 +++

S dniom razhdjenia [April 20, 04 | 11:26PM] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | close to me - the get up kids ] this week has already been pretty busy, i.e.: 4-19 is stasi and i's 6 month. 4-20... well you know. the 21st is stasibabies birthday. and the 24 is prom. i wasnt able to turn tickets in on time, so we cant play the show, but hopefully we'll stay together and play another show, we still need a viable bandname. today i skipped 2nd block and took staci, sylvia, and charmine(sp) to ihop. charmine wanted to go to walmart, what is that shit. when i got back to school i saw my stasibabie, she was angry and insisted on beating the shit out of me. then i went to the aim for success b/s. i met stasi after school and proceeded to take her home. i then went to the dermotolgist where he wants to prescribe me acutane. after this.. work. after this i went to sam's but couldnt do the project. he wants me to skip... i guess i will... 3 +++

float on... [April 17, 04 | 12:37AM] [ mood | dirty ] [ music | the world at large - modest mouse ] today stasi and i skipped together, i still went to second block to recieve my report card. somehow, someway i did very well. Stasi gassed her first car. Modest Mouse has gone mainstream, good for them. great band. Any who, i like this new journal a lot. our band has a show in a week at galaxy club. lots of talent, lack of practice, the paradox of the previous band, this one should pull it off a bit better. 1 +++

in a photo the size of a kiss... [April 14, 04 | 9:35PM] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Siberian Kiss - glassjaw ] thank you soo much stasi for making me a good lj. love youuu. today at eckerd a guy was busted for stealing condoms, he should have just gone to planned parenthood. what if a guy went on the pill.i shall analyze. PROS: 1) due to the high amount of estrogen, you would be infertile. 2) you would also grow a nice pair of breasts. 3) better than castration. CONS: 1) grow hair EVERYWHERE 2) you'r friends would call you gay and such. 3) eunuchs arent cool. ----------------------------------- prom week is coming up, oh shit. 5 +++

it all starts again... [April 12, 04 | 12:15AM] ok, my journal is under heavy construction, but i'll update. so this weekend i went to rick's party, lots of drinkin' and everyone watched the chappell show, all the potheads went outside every 5 minutes to smoke their weed. Stasi and i spent all weekend together other than that. She got the pictures back that we took in the blue bonnets, that was nice. then i let her drive alot(not a word btw) while i smoked my ciggies. she likes to drive, i do not force, she chooses ;) 2 +++

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